my mind is blank. I dunno what else to say. I guess I’m still sleepy or maybe I’m just lazy. Today is the first day of June. Sooner or later students will be bustling in schools again. I, on the other hand will be living with my relatives. I still can’t believe I’ve already graduated. No more classrooms, professors and daily allowances for this year…and the following years. I’m worried I might not succeed or that my life would be stagnant and I won’t be able to find a permanent, stable job. sigh. I’m now facing a new chapter in my life and I dunno where to begin. I’m starting to realize that what i took up isn't what I really want. Architecture is nice but i think it's not my thing anymore so now I’m struggling to keep myself interested in it again. What’s wrong with me? Am I going to be a bum just like some of my undergraduate friends?….I’m not trying to hurt anyone it’s just that that’s the way it really is. It’s life. This is life. The only one I can rely on is God. He knows what my purpose is but I still can’t figure it out myself. Someday I will.
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I highly doubt you'll end up as a "bum". You've got far too much talent for that.
But I wouldn't be so quick to call all (or most or whatever) bums. Remember it's God who gives and takes away purpose and meaning.
I'm sure it happens often enough that the lives of undergraduates' end up being more pleasing to God than those of others who have graduated. What's important is that you spend your time and energy in such a way that it would be pleasing to God.
Right?
Yeah, it think you're right. Thanks for the encouragement. I feel better now.
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